Earlier this year, I spent the summer months applying for new jobs, searching for my next role. I knew that my position at the old office was the best that I could possibly do, so I was ready to move on and take other challenges. Receiving rejection letters frustrated me, because I desired something greater with little success. It felt as though my self-worth was being tested. I had to release my emotional attachments through this process and let the prospective companies decide if I was fit for their team.
When October came around, I became decisive in my actions; less hesitant and more confident in whatever the outcome. It was a difficult decision, but the moment I resigned from my office, life picked up with great momentum. I wasn’t certain of my success, but I pursued it anyway. When new opportunities appeared, the offerings were too good to pass up. All of the things that I previously desired started falling into place, one after another. One of my greatest achievements was securing a new job in a field that I am familiar in, gaining more benefits than I anticipated.
The transition between jobs has given me an opportunity to relocate once again. Admittedly, I’d been looking at listings passively since summer, but this period outside of work gave me more time and energy to inquire. This past week, I looked restlessly, touring multiple neighborhoods. It challenged me to think about my needs and what I find most important in a new home. My search felt nearly impossible and I kept thinking: am I asking for too much? Then, like a last minute-miracle, I came across a place that offered everything I wanted, within my budget.
Every time I think I’m doing something impulsive, I question whether or not I’m making the right move. Then I go ahead and bet on myself anyway, because what have I got to lose? This whole month has felt like a lucky streak for me, and my win-rate has been consistent. I never imagined being able to succeed in multiple areas of life so quickly, it’s almost unreal. Sometimes I think it doesn’t get better than this, and then Life graciously delivers more than I expected. I’m grateful for the experience and I look forward to growing every day.
At this point in my adulthood, I practice prayer on a regular basis as an act of gratitude. I ask for provisions and protection daily, for myself and the circles around me. In addition to this devotion, I have continued giving my best in all aspects of life: whether it be at work, in community and relationships, or within my own activities. It’s one thing to ask for assistance, but I sense I have a better understanding about building a life I desire for myself. I feel fortunate to have received all of these new opportunities and look forward to reaping benefits of the effort I put into it.
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